I saw the hospital psychologist on Friday. She reckons I am still in shock, and I realise now that I am. I'm very vague a lot of the time, and I'm having trouble making decisions.
Once I was given the cancer diagnosis, I went into brain freeze. As my flat fills up with packing materials, my head can hold very little apart from clothes, green candles and similar. I am usually not that into clothes, but I am turning into one of those women who take ages to decide what to wear.
At times like this, it's useful to have friends who tell me what to do, like the one I talked about here.